Change

        Life sucks...

    I've been through a lot since I was three. I almost lost hope that my life wouldn't be so happy. I was just a nobody. Things started to change when I was five.  Until today. My life had beautiful colors. I managed to be someone special. Someone different. I've always wanted to be the person I am today but, why do I feel this way?

    That was before. I started to become blind. I'm way different now. I admit. That I started to ignore everything that happens here in the world. I'm far from the girl who used to be so happy. I don't know why. I just felt like doing it. I haven't noticed it at first, until some days came that people started to treat me differently. Actually, I never really changed on the inside. I cry sometimes you know? 

    I used to be the smart lucky girl they admired. Sometimes, I wished to go back to the past and live there forever. Too bad, cause I can't do that. Sometimes, I also wished I was just dreaming. And sometimes, I wondered if my life is still worth living. 

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