Whatever..
When you look back to the good old days, you just have this feeling where you breathe so heavy, having that little hurt feeling where you just think 'Oh how I wish'. Yeah I feel so old. I may seem over reacting but it's how I look at it. It seems like yesterday I kept nicking stickers from my classmates and now I'm almost going in to college. It seems like only yesterday I threw the big dreams I used to have. I used to have this self confidence that now I'm even afraid of my own shadow. I don't know what my problem is. I don't even know what I'm writing. Maybe I'm writing cause I want to get these nonesense thoughts out of my head. I keep wondering why I feel so lonely. I have friends, I'm okay with my mum, I'm okay with school. I don't know.. I just feel so down. I can't get this feeling out where I just wanna lie down and cry. That feeling whenever it rains I get this emptiness inside me. I guess that's why no one understands me...